And finally I twist my heart round again so that the bad is on the outside and the good is on the inside and keep on trying to find a way of becoming what I would so like to be and could be if there weren't any other people living in the world.
Maybe it's our sins that give God consolation when he finally has to give us cancer.
There is no word for feeling nostalgic about the future but that's what a parent's tears often are a nostalgia for something that has not yet occurred. They are the pain of hope the helplessness of hope and finally the surrender to hope.
We have a positive vision of the future founded on the belief that the gap between the promise and reality of America can one day be finally closed. We believe that.
It's funny that there was so much disturbance about having a Catholic in the White House with Kennedy and when we finally get a religion in the White House that's causing a lot of conflicts and concerns and disturbances for a lot of people it's in the Bush Administration.
If technology has finally caught up with individual liberty why would anyone who loves freedom want to rethink that?
Acceptable food rots while we are chased from bins behind restaurants chased from sleeping on the street chased from relieving ourselves unless we pay for food or gas until finally we are so hungry sleepless smelly constipated and beaten-down that we simply die of lack of will to live.
Three years after starting by physically doing everything from raising the finance to special effects we'd finally cobbled together our low budget film.
I finally know what distinguishes man from the other beasts: financial worries.
There's always an element of fear that you need to work a lot until people get sick and tired of you or finally figure out that you're a fraud after all!