For as long as I can remember I have suffered from a deep feeling of anxiety which I have tried to express in my art.
I use the music to vent and a lot of the stuff that I am writing about or was writing about contained a lot of anger and anxiety stress and depression so that's how the album came out so dark.
To talk about balance it's easier to talk about what's out of balance. And I think anytime that you have any disease and disease meaning lack of ease lack of flow... dis-ease. So any time there's disease you're out of balance whether it's jealousy anger greed anxiety fear.
The components of anxiety stress fear and anger do not exist independently of you in the world. They simply do not exist in the physical world even though we talk about them as if they do.
I feel like a lot of the female relationships I see on TV or in movies are in some way free of the kind of jealousy and anxiety and posturing that has been such a huge part of my female friendships which I hope lessens a little bit with age.
Now is the age of anxiety.
Our Age of Anxiety is in great part the result of trying to do today's job with yesterday's tools and yesterday's concepts.
It's sad actually because my anxiety keeps me from enjoying things as much as I should at this age.