No further evidence is needed to show that 'mental illness' is not the name of a biological condition whose nature awaits to be elucidated but is the name of a concept whose purpose is to obscure the obvious.
I became a set designer for opera. I'm a great opera buff I love classical music and I needed a time-out.
I started getting these attacks in 2009 just as my music career was taking off. I'd be doing photo-shoots and started to feel like I was having heart attacks. Increasingly I found it difficult to step outside my flat. Things started to get better after I saw a therapist who told me I needed to make peace with my panic attacks.
From the beginning I knew intuitively that if nothing else music was safe and that nobody could tell me anything about it. Music didn't need a middleman whereas all the other things in school needed some kind of explanation.
I was the first in my peer group to get pregnant. All I craved was reassurance. I needed someone to tell me that all the seemingly random symptoms I had - weird things such as excess saliva - were normal. And I was worried because I wasn't getting any morning sickness.
I'm not an employee who goes to the office every morning at the same time. Then vacations are needed.
Well I needed the work - that's the honest answer. I haven't worked for a while a couple of years. So I thought it would be nice to get back to work and earn some money.
I think there's only one or two films where I've had all the financial support I needed. All the rest I wish I'd had the money to shoot another ten days.
Our greatest lack is not money for any undertaking but rather ideas If the ideas are good cash will somehow flow to where it is needed.
My mom was a photographer and whenever they needed a baby for a modelling job she'd stick me in front of the camera. That's how it started.