When Tony was madly in love with me his relationship with Vanessa Redgrave was ending.
When you're a young English person who wants to be an actress and you have dreams you dream of being Vanessa Redgrave or Judi Dench.
From very early on in my childhood - four five years old - I felt alien to the human race. I felt very comfortable with thinking I was from another planet because I felt disconnected - I was very tall and skinny and I didn't look like anybody else I didn't even look like any member of my family.