On the whole I prefer Christmas as an adult than I did as a child.
I was a quiet teenager introverted full of angst.
You don't go around grieving all the time but the grief is still there and...
In fact I am quite snappy and irritable and I don't know if I'd like to make...
I never have plans for the future as you never know how things will turn out.
Also in a funny way if you have been happily married there are no...
In England and America people tend to graze all day long but I think it's...
And in a funny way each death is different and you mourn each death...
It is often the failure who is the pioneer in new lands new undertakings and new forms of expression.
